im speechless, i dont like to be obsessed because that would freak her the fuck out. i just put myself in her shoes and think how i'd react to a screaming fan and then i think about it lol
when i see her live im so speechless i cant even enjoy her performance ironically, all i do is stare at her in awe,. Im just so in love with her :) ima try at the BTWBall to pay more attention lol
I think it would depend on the situation. At the BTWBall, I would be the screaming one but if I was meeting her backstage it would the speechless one which would be more polite.