I feel a little bit sad, that gaga still hasn't seen my tattoo. I'm so proud to have it and it's my biggest dream to get a reaction by her. it means so much to me, 'cause gaga changed my life in every way! she was the idol, I needed, that told me being different is beautiful, while everyone in school called me ugly. her music gave me so much energy, I feel so free and proud. I could go on and on like this for hours. all I wanna tell gaga is: THANK YOU! for being my best friend/mother monster, for making this fucking amazing music, for being an inspiration, for fighting. I love you with all my heart!