I'm free my pain now. I'm getting older. I'm getting wiser. I put my first pair of bought heels in so long on today. People watched, stared, and some didn't smile but at the end of the day I remember that my happiness depends on me NOT the outside world. I am loved by my family and friends. So a lover, the outside world has no hold on me. They don't rule my world. I am seeing the color in the sky, and now I know the truth. I'm finding happiness in each day all on my own and in the people who love me in the here and now, and forever. So ROCK on! LIVE ON! And don't lose yourself in the crowd when you know damn well your so much more worth it than you know. Hi my name is Nanakko and I love myself for who I am and I'm completely smiling right now because I'm happy. This photograph of Gaga gives me courage even I'm crying right now, I feel brave for the first time in so long. Thank you for the courage Gaga! You're my Hero.