Tara if you want to know something, I had brain tumour when I was 15. I'm in the 8th year and I can still feel every side effect of the chemotherapy and medicines, including insomnia, and the fact that due to chemotherapy I'll never be able to get pregnant and have my own kids. To be honest I have to work out 4 hours per DAY to stay in shape. But right after chemotherapy I gained so much weight, it was really difficult to work it off. I didn't feel comfortable at all, and I felt somehow maybe I should've choose death instead. But seeing you, you are so damn beautiful, so just smile and be happy because you are thaaaaaa shit! <3 Love you, Vicky.