
Jodie @doit4gaga
On stage experience and a GIANT thank you
On stage experience and a GIANT thank you
To Gaga,
Where do I start? I can't even explain what that meant to me. Like you've done so much for me already. You know that. And yet you take me on stage? You call me out of 50,000 people? You dedicate Princess Die to me? I'm shaking just thinking about it. I bet you could tell I was completely terrified and it really isn't like me to be that quiet.
Really, I'm writing this to say thank you. Back in 2010 I was literally a nobody and I had to fight to get my voice heard. I spent every single penny of my money on your shows so that I could be close to you and close to Monsters. I didn't expect you to know who I was but you literally took me under your wing and made me feel beautiful. In fact, you were the first person (other than family) to call me beautiful. You were there for me when no one else was. I will never forget that and it's why you always have a special place in my heart. You labelled me lavender blonde and gave me my identity. I went to those shows on my own and came out with hundreds of friends. Friends who I camped with for the Born This Way Ball. Some of who you met backstage over these past couple of days.
I can't even thank you enough for taking me on stage and speaking so highly of me. Like I can't even give a shit about the people commenting that I look emotionless and like I don't care but I know that you know it's literally completed my life. I've idolised you for so long and I can't ever imagine myself not loving you. Thank you for everything. For spinning me around. For kissing my cheek. Holding me close. Even though it was terrifying it was the best 10 minutes of my life.
Lavender Blonde xox