I was at the Born This Way Ball in Cologne 2 days ago. I won the tickets, so it was very unexpected. I have tickets for the show in Hannover in 18 days. I plan to go there with my best friend. It would've been the first Gaga concert for both of us so we'd had the experience together. So when I told him I won tickets for the show in Cologne, he was mad. which is understandable. I would have been a little disappointed too. So right after the concert I wrote him that this night was the greatest of my life but that Hannover will be even greater, because I still don't believe she's real. His answer: -"I'm wasted in London xD I'm having a lot of fun, too" -"You can't compare that." -"I'm mad at you. This (The BTWB in Hannover) won't be the night of OUR life, but the night of MY life" -"This will be OUR night!" -"Nope. This makes it less special. Just not to me. That's what I hate you for." Then he said something I can't really translate but it meant that he still likes me but that is the ONLY thing he hates at me. Than I said that he shouldn't dare to say thing like that (hate) And that I can understand is logic but that it isn't the case here. At that this isn't making Hannover any less special. So Today I had Japanese lessons, and that reminds me of him, because he love Japan so much and I just started to miss him. He's in London till Saturday and when he's back we'll talk (which I am a little afraid of). I just needed to tell this story to anyone, so thank you for reading & caring. If you have any advice PLEASE write to me. or if you want to talk about any other subject. :) PS: I love you :* All of you.