Lady Gaga once said: “I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share with anyone because I love you that much.” Share them with her. Have a conversation with the music. Somewhere in this dump, you will find yourself. And you will find happiness. I promise. :)
Everyone goes through this. You are finding yourself... your highs and your lows. You're getting to know yourself better, if you will. You are beautiful in every way. Don't let ANYONE EVER bring you down. Paws up!!!