malik, be brave! What makes you think that you're not popular? With whom? You DO NOT say U SUCK! Please. You are not giving us or not ready to give us more info so we can help you. We ate her to support you. You are already popular on this social site or community! Your great just the way you are. Please post some additional info, unless you don't want to. Do so when you are ready. I'm not trying to be pushy, I just want to help. Hugs to you! Stay safe. Try not to be so hard on yourself. I know, that's easy for me to say. We will be here for you.