well i just realised i was Lesbian . i am finally free to be who i wanna be and live my life the way it was meant to be ... but then i remember that i live in a country when the homosexuality is a taboo . the gay community here is so small probably because most of the gay people here r too afraid to come out and be proud of who they r !! Equality isn't up for discussion here . u should keep it a secret if u r gay u should date is secret live in secret and for me that's not living that's diying ... So i was thinking Am a Lesbian ... right ?? i can date girls fall in love right ?? but at the end am gonna end up not having the life i wished 4 with the girl i love am probably gonna and up marrying some guy i think " is nice to me " have kids and be a victim of a socity where equality isn't an important subjet . right now am friends with all the gay people here am gonna live my life right now am 17 young and free am gonna date who ever i want when ever i want where ever i want and the futur it's in the hand of my Destiny and time will tell ... CELEBRATE YOUR GAY PRIDE MONSTERS