I need to get something off my chest and it might come out like utter shit, but as long as you get sort of what I'm saying, I'm sure you'll understand. After a lot of the friends that I have had they used me, or left me because they have moved on to better things as so to speak. Some of my so called friends use to bully me in primary school and high school. There was a few people in college that didn't get what I was about but then there was some people who did however it seems that a lot of them won't keep in touch and the one that I thought would only gets in touch when she wants something. I find it hard to trust some people because of how a lot of people have treated me. But I always blame myself for everything the friendships, the bullying everything. But no more Lady Gaga taught me so many important lessons in my life and one of them was to always be yourself. From now on I am taking this lesson to heart and I am being nothing but myself. But also because of Lady Gaga she created Little Monsters in all of us, and her lessons taught us to love and respect each other, Many Monsters that I have came across are the sweetest people that you could ever talk to, allow I haven't met that many of them I know that if I did I could honestly say we'd be good friends cause there is something inside us all that connects us in some way no matter what background we have we were all born this way. I am very thankful to Lady Gaga for the lessons that I have learnt. She's gave me confidence, she taught me to respect and love myself. She gave me a voice to speak out to make help voice my messages she also gave me a voice to help others. For the last 10/11 years I have been a part of a club where children come along and they play games, earn badges, go climbing, shooting, camping and so much more and the children are spilt into 3 sections the youngest are 6-8, the next are 8- 10 1/2 and the oldest are 10 1/2 - 14 They come from different walks of life, some of the children have come from families, some are in care homes and some have been put into foster care or a permanent home, I believe the messages that I have learnt have helped me here because some of the children although so young feel like the world has turned its back on them and some of them have been through stuff that you wouldn't even dream off. When Gaga first spread her message of love and acceptance I guess I felt like them children like no one cared like the world turned its back on me. However some things I can't relate to like the things that they have been through. I know I can never take away the bad things that they have saw but in some ways I feel like I have helped them because I have accepted them for the person that they are and I try my best to show them that allow there are some people who may not care there are people that do. Lady Gaga has also taught me that if I can change just one persons view, then everything is worth while because hopefully they will spread the message on to others. The most important thing that I try to do is spread Love and Acceptance and help everyone get equal rights because might all be different but we all bleed, fight, love the same. I feel like I owe a lot to you monsters and Gaga because the person I have become today is because of you! Sorry this is such a long message well know I'm going to finish off this message with something big well it's big to me, I want to thank Gaga for bringing One special Little Monster Catherine or Caff as I call her into my life. She understands me and I understand her, she is the most genuine person I have ever met and she is an angel, I honestly wouldn't change her for anything. She is my best friend and I honestly mean that, and if any of you where to know her you'd feel so safe talking to her and you can confess anything to her and she will do everything that she can to help me. Thank you for reading, Thank you monsters, Thank you Caff and Thank You Lady Gaga.