As you may know a lot of people have been posting about bullying, suicide, abuse etc lately and at lm we are a community and we'll try our best to support you but I strongly urge you to think about professional help or even call a hotline and speak to people who can genuinely help you. That's why I'm making this list of helpful hotlines and websites you can contact ANY TIME. I've called one of these on more than one occasion and they are SO helpful and they literally talked my friend out of suicide once. Suicide/Depression befrienders.org (international) samaritans.org/... (uk) Drug advice/help talktofrank.com Internet safety chatdanger.com childnet.com Childline childline.org.uk/... And lists of international child helplines: childhelplineinternational.org/... chiworld.org whatislove-2010.blogspot.co.uk/... If you know any other important ones (especially if none of these are accessible in your country, I struggled finding many international ones, sorry) then please post them. I hope this is helpful to people x x