carlymonsterth’s post

ABRACADABRA, here we go again

We're back, LittleMonsters! Abracadabra finally feels like she let go of any fear, torment, and pain and just gave us everything she had. It feels like we are back in The Fame Monster era where she was trying to affirm herself, and she was not afraid to just do whatever she wanted. After ARTPOP, I think she was kind of hiding, trying to find her place in the world, a world that wanted only Gaga and not Stefani. A world that wanted her to be perfect as the image she made us believe in. So, she ran and hid behind the characters she likes to build for herself. She didn't have the strength to do it on her own, so she created someone who could. The thing is that that person she was playing was always inside of her. As she did when she first started, she just stopped pretending and just let Stefani shine through Gaga's art. As she said in the interview (check my last post) she is now aware of her monsters, and she is not playing and pretending to be someone; she is that someone. So, now we are back and I feel as I was feeling listening to Speechless for the first time. It always amazes me how this woman can make me feel with a song. She changed my mood completely. I have more clarity about my emotions and my path and it is all because I listened to Abracadabra today. I will never understand how this is possible, I just know that it fills my heart with joy and feelings that I would like to shout out to the whole world. I feel my heart is filled with gratitude, and I need to tell this to her so much that it hurts. Who else feels the same? I know you can understand me and I am really tired of speaking with my phone and not to the person I want to say these things to. I wish it was easier to talk to each other these days, but apparently, if I want to spend just 5 minutes with her to tell her how I feel, I have to win a contest that I don't care about. Why can't we have a contest just to spend 5 minutes with Gaga and tell her how we feel? It should be easy for people to connect but it feels like we are even more distant now than ever. This Abracadabra song really brought back a lot of good feelings, but also some bad and sad ones because I know I won't be able to share the good ones with the person that made me feel this way and that I admire so much. At least I know that I can share this with you, LittleMonsters

Tavish Nesbit@WerewolfofManheimtownship 3mo

carlymonsterth I LOVE! what you write! Nobody says it better. The way you break things down, such as Stefani's evolution as a performer, artist, and person, is so much the way I think of it. In fact, I've become something of your fan! Just don't let it go to your head. Honestly, I used to write so well. I could paint a clear picture with words So that another person could understand something exactly the way I wanted them to understand it. +

Carlotta Fabris@carlymonsterth 3mo

@WerewolfofManheimtownship thank you so much 🤩 I don't think about myself as a creative person, but I have a need to analyze things and break them down. Infact, I am a data engineer! I appreciate what you said and also that you became a fan of mine. Thank you so much! I am not sad about all of this and I am not letting it getting in my head, just needed to express my feelings. If you like writing keep doing it!

Don't get me wrong, I love that she is doing a contest and that she is giving us the opportunity to film a fan music video. What I was referring to is the fact that there are no contests for people like me. People that don't want to film a video, but would just like to talk to her. Of course I'd love to dance with her, but I'd like to it after I spoke to her and we both feel like dancing because we are happy, not for a contest. I know this could feel selfish to a lot of you, but this is how I feel. When this site was announced, I thought we would have had a place to share our feelings with Gaga and hope that one day she would have read it, a place that had fewer barriers and more inclusivity. I wish this place was for us to celebrate with her, but if it is not, then I am happy celebrating with all of you! I hope that whoever wins the contest will have a great time and maybe gets to share some great moments with Gaga.