No it's that u fuck up so bad, ur the only one who can save urself ;0 I know, i fucked up hugely in my life and one year later living in stress and fear of not knowing what to do, i just woke up one day and said 'I am going 2 b a musician'. from that day on i had nothing left to loose and devoted the rest of my life to the work i want. Bcos without it i am nothing, and quiting will never b an option. I would rather die. You ar the most important thing you have. ps i love this page x