Dear Lady Gaga, everyday I stay strong because of you! When I found out that i was gay I didnt know exactly what to think and I thought that people wouldnt want to know me anymore but i looked upto you and I stayed strong:) I found the courage to tell people. I dont have any friends at the moment but little monsters. They treat me like im dirt on the back of their shoe that they can just flick off and im fed up with it:/ I do find it really hard to talk to people and i can get really paranoid and sometimes i dont know who to turn to if i need help. You have helped me to understand who i am and for that i can wake up everyday and be proud of who i am:) The one thing that you have helped me is when i used to get upset and angry and i used to lash out at myself:( i hated myself for that but it got to a point were i had to stop as it was becoming an addiction:( i have never met you and i have never seen you live but i cant afford it which upsets me:( if i do meet you one day i just want to give you a big hug and tell you how much you mean to me! As i say your my shining star that will never stop shining! I love you and i love little monsters so much:) <3 love Lil Monster Sophie x