I'm feeling so frustrated, I planned clothes, how going to his show .. just everything went wrong, everything : ( .. I hoped 4 years to see you , I do not know what hurts me the most feeling of frustration or anger .. it's hard to tell my parents that I really want to go on your show, it was my dream, simply because they hate you, I do not understand .. wanted them could to understand the love I feel for you, you are my inspiration .. who would pay me to go, it was my friends, but hours before we went at dawn to buy the ticket, everything went wrong, I do not conform :'( ,hope that no one see this as "oh she wants to be sampled" just how I'm feeling,how i want leave of my house,not only because of gaga, but for several things, I want real parents, I want them comfort when I'm sad, I'm tired of "you do not do anything right, your slut " I'm just tired, I love you gaga, you just make me strong, I'm proud to be little monster