Tonight I was watching Gaga Five Foot Two again. If you look at it without thinking she is famous and that she has cameras following her everywhere she goes, you will find out she is a woman fighting for her life just like we are. Of course her life is not normal, but what she goes through, how her friends support her, how she doesn't stop and wants to do things right, that is normal. I am not famous and I don't write music or act or have paparazzi following me, but I can relate to some of the things she talks about and this made me think. A few days ago a little monster in here wrote me in the chat and said:" I see why you're a Gaga fan, you have the same energy". I was shocked to hear these words and I was also happy because it meant that I was not the only one thinking I could connect with Gaga. Now, after a few days passed and that thought settled down, I realized one important thing: I can be happy and enough even without meeting Gaga. In these past weeks I have been trying to be noticed in here just because I felt the need of connecting with her, sharing my feelings and let her share hers. Now I know that I can be fine without doing it because I will always feel connected to her. I will always have with me all the things she taught me and gave me. Yes I would be happy to share all of this with her and listen to her talking about her life for days, but I know this might never happen and I am fine with it. I know I am a better person because of her, I know that she gave the strength to be me, the confidence I needed to achieve all I wanted and now I am not stopping. I am enough and I will always cherish the connection I feel with Gaga in my heart. Thank you little monsters, Carlotta.