carlymonsterth’s post

Shallow means Lonliness

Hi Little Monsters! Lately I have been feeling that this is the only place where I can share my feelings and be real with people. I can't stand that on Social Media everything feels so empty and shallow. I need someone to talk to that could really connect with me and talk about very simple and human things. I feel lonely and I feel that you could be the only people that understand me when I say these things. I have friends and a boyfriend, I am not alone, I just feel that I have something inside me that I can't express with other people because they wouldn't understand completely. If you have time, please read this post where I put on paper exactly how I am feeling. littlemonsters.honeycommb.com/... Then if you want you can write me a direct message and we can talk. It would mean a lot to me. Carlotta.

Letting my feelings out

Today I felt the need of writing down my feelings. I needed to make clarity in my head in order to function. So I took some papers and a pen and I started writing. Before I even realized it I filled almost four pages. As I did a lot of other times I wrote down my story to Gaga. I write her because I feel that she would understand how I feel and that we could talk about life. I always felt understood by her because what she was expressing in her songs were the same feelings I was feeling. We lived different experiences but deep down we are not so different. So here is my letter to her, sorry for the hand writing but I feel that emotions are expressed better when you write them instead of typing in a computer. Thank you for reading and I wish you all the best, XOXO, Carlotta.