Hi Monsters!🖤 How are you all doing!! I know I have not been active these past few weeks and really it's because I've just been going through a lot recently. My mom was in the hospital, hopefully for the last time. I hope you guys have been doing good and I've missed talking to you guys, so I hope to be on more often, but as always I can't make any promises. I did want to talk to you guys about something that happened to me a few weeks ago that was really hard for me. It's was on the second day of school, when I walked into my Foreign Language class, I could feel it the second I walked in the room, I felt sick to my stomach and I knew something wasn't right. The teacher was very nice, but I thought she was expecting a lot out of me. She expected my to know how to introduce my from the start, which I thought was ridiculous seeing as I had never taken the language once in my life. When it was my turn to speak she said she was going to help me, but I felt every kid staring at me. I got so anxious and overwhelmed that I ran out of the room in crying. I don't know what came over me then but I know for sure I was so embarrassed and felt like I had just made the biggest fool out of myself. I couldn't help but think the worst, I thought what if the kids in the room were laughing, probably thinking I was the biggest freak in the entire world, and honestly I felt like it. The teacher finally came out and took me to the teacher's lounge where I sat alone in silence and processed everything. Eventually she sent the school counselor to see me and when I told the counselor everything she was very understanding and we eventually realized it was because I was in the wrong class. I was in a much higher level class then I could handle. I finally did get everything sorted out though. What I thought was crazy was that exact same morning in Homeroom I told my teacher that I have anxiety and I can't work in an environment that makes me feel unsafe or uncomfortable. Then that exact same thing happened later that day. Thank you so much Monsters for listening!! ❤️🫶🏻 Your Kindness and support means everything and I will cherishing it all forever! 🤗🥰 PAWS UP🐾