Hi Little Monsters! 🖤 I hope you are doing well and that you are happy. First of all, I would like to tell you that my exam went well, that I obtained excellent results and that I am going to the high school I wanted next year. Only I am writing this message to you to let you know what I am going through right now, and how you can help me if you want. I am going through a rather difficult period, where I feel anxious, sad and alone. I have violent and distressing dreams, where I argue, I fight or I am strangled by people close to me. These dreams reveal to me my inner conflicts, my past wounds, my present fears or my future doubts. It's pretty common for me to have dreams but right now it's happening almost every night and these dreams are getting more and more violent and oppressive. Right now I'm having trouble falling asleep because I'm afraid that these dreams are even worse than the previous ones. In that moment I discovered that I was a sentimental person...that I felt and could express a lot of emotions. This is a quality that I appreciate in myself, but which can also cause me problems. I often apologize to people, even when I haven't done anything wrong, because I'm afraid I'll disappoint them or upset them. I compliment them a lot, even when it's not necessary, because I want to show them my affection or respect. I get attached to them quite quickly, even when for some it can go too quickly, because I feel a connection or a complicity with them. I fear losing them, even when there is no reason, because I can't stand the thought of being abandoned or rejected. These behaviors are both a way to express my love, my admiration or my gratitude, but also a way to avoid conflicts, to ask for forgiveness or to seek support. I know that these behaviors can be perceived differently by you, depending on your personality, your sensitivity or your expectation. I also know that these behaviors can have positive or negative effects, depending on the situation, frequency or intensity. Right now, I'm trying to learn to love myself and to focus on myself...But it's quite difficult for me at the same time because I don't see and talk to a lot of people at the moment. I need to communicate with some and say what I feel. First of all, I want to thank you for what many have brought me here. You are very caring people and always support me. I'm not asking you anything, I just want you to listen to me and be aware of what is happening to me. If you have some advice to give me or anything, you can, but I'm not forcing you. You have given and done enough for me and your presence and your understanding are enough for me. Thank you.