
ϟ†∆Gaga Saves Lives∆†ϟ @gagasaveslives
Thinking about leaving LM.com
Thinking about leaving LM.com
It feels like a popularity contest around here these days. I thought this place was supposed to be about acceptance, kindness, compassion, empathy. I thought it was about meeting other Monster's. I though it was about expressing ourselves creatively. But since I have been on here most of what i have come across is the opposite of all these things. I work really really hard to post things people will like. I spend hours on photoshop making something that i think everyone will like and get a handful of "likes". Then I see a pic almost exactly like it that gets hundreds. I write creative heartfelt posts and get no like while other Monster's post something like "I love Gaga OMG!"
and its gets to the top of the discussion board. I feel invisible on here. I see the same people getting their pics on the hot page over and over. Hence the popularity contest feeling. I have never seen Gaga live and probably never will because I'm amongst the less fortunate financially so having her see something I spent hours working on would mean the world to me but at the rate it's going it will never happen. What is wrong with my posts? why do they not get any likes? why do I feel worse about myself since being on LM.com? That is so completely opposite of what Gaga started this site for. Again I though this was supposed to be a community where Monster's feel acceptance...well it's not happening so much for me here. The Monster's I have met that do engage with me are awesome I'm not writing this about everyone on LM. I'm just talking about all the Monster's on here that seem to have never read the Monster Code.... and getting to chat w Gaga. I just completely have given up on that.We will see what happens but so far im leaning towards leaving.