insanehooker’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

I just dont know what to do anymore, I want to give up.

Right now, I feel so worthless. I have no friends. Just one that probably couldn't care less about me. No one in my family I feel any connection to. I have nobody. Even in this amazing, beautiful monster family, I feel like an outcast. I talk in the chat and nobody ever answers me. Even on twitter. I feel like an outcast in my own family. I just don't know what to do anymore. Why am I alive? I'm so worthless. I can't do anything right. I'm such a failure. People tell me that all the time. I feel like only Gaga can help me these days, but that's not going to happen because there are thousands of other monsters that feel this way. I just don't know if I can hold on any longer.

...@larissatomlinsonrhps 12y

You'll be fine, I promise. You seem like a good person, someone who isnt selfish or ungrateful. You have a purpose, so stay around for a while, please.

Sia Jane Lloyd@sia 13y

How are you now? <3

Carlotta Fabris@carlymonsterth 13y

You are a queen for us!|!!! Remember that sometimes people can't understand you but if you will be yourself, they will understand you one day and they will talk to you and stay with you!!! If you need us we are here, just post something and we will share it so you will feel accepted!!! We love you Monster!! we need you so stay alive please! <3

Nathalisen@nathalisen 13y

Noone is worthless. You mean a lot to the world. Lot's of love your way from Sweden.

Michael Dotson@mikarlo 13y

It's ok. Many of us are/have experienced the same thing. Don't give up. Enjoy the time you have with yourself. I recently moved to Los Angeles where I don't know ANYBODY, have no money, no job and I'm just wasting away in here, but both of us can look at the bright side. There's still a tomorrow for us :) We can change anything. We can both make friends, whether it be neighbors, classmates, co-workers, or Little Monsters (My Favorites). And everyone is alive for a reason. You are not worthless. You are strong, you are capable, you are a Monster and you should never give up. Unfortunately Gaga can't help everyone because of the Millions of people blowing up her Twitter, LM account, and phone, and plus all the other stuff she has to do, but if she were talking to you, I'm sure she'd tell you that you have an amazing future ahead of you but you gotta make it happen. Connect with your family. I barely started getting closer to my family and we are so dysfunctional. Whenever you feel low, put on an outfit that makes you feel free, blast Marry The Night or Sheisse, and dance your butt off! :) Ride Ride Pony, Ride Ride <3

APRIL MONSTER †@badscheibemonster 13y

Please always hold on. Little monsters do care about you! You are wanted, just please never let go. Lady gaga would not want you to let go, you are strong enough to hold on. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. I promise to help you in any way I can. You are part of our monster family, remember that. Please never commit suicide, or harm yourslef, you are too beautiful to get hurt. Be strong, and walk through every rough day holding your head up. I promise it will get better, it takes time. But in the end, itwill be worth it. Stay strong, monster.

BornThisWayFameMonster@littlebornthiswayfamemonster28 13y

Ano the feelin just remember the gaga lirics "I'm ganna marry the night I won't give up on my life I'm a warrior queen live passionately tonight "

.@rishi 13y

Feeling exactly like this right now.

Constance Kreese@constancekreese 13y

Right there with you am sad a lot but I can tell you these moods do pass try marking the not good but not bad days or good ones on your calendar and you will find out that your black days are fewer but in any case I encourage you to seek help with this from a professional therapist

Erna Horst@katze 13y

Oh come on, little monster! You aren´t an outcast on littlemonsters.com! There is no answering in the chat, cause they are all just waiting for Gaga xD Happened to me, too. And I know that feel, that you thing you´re not beloning to the rest of the world. But this is not true. And it doesn´t make you worthless! In no way! You will find real friends, just give it time! It´s better to wait for real friends than to have a lot of false friends! And I know that family thing, too. My parents got divorced when I was very young. I only grew up together with my mom and we fought very often =( Now, I live alone and finally I can get along with my mom very well. And if you want to talk, just send me a message, I WILL answer you =) Of course, I don´t know you and you don´t know me, but I know how you feel and that´s enough =) You´re a little monster, I´m a little monster. We should always help each other! So, yeah, I´m here =) *hug* (sorry for my English ;)

Jack@bornthiswaygaga 13y

Don't ever, ever give up. You're not worthless. Please, just stay strong, okay? Things will get better, I promise. You're alive because you have potential. You can do anything you want, as long as you put your mind to it. You must hold on, okay? xxxxxxx

Lindsey Irven Williams@lindseyirven 13y

Push through your hard times. Life isnt always easy but its always worth it. Ive felt the same before but I worked through it in my own way. Now I'm much happier living my own life. Dont give up. It really does get better.

Sarah Carolann McCleskey@sarahmccleskey1 13y

I live in Texas and just slept two hours; it is 3 AM. I just got so worried about you. I see where a lot of our little community came in and supported you. I am taking a risk to give out my email, but I am. Please, I know that this is not you after reading all your replies. Sometimes bullies and other people pretend to self harm just to gain attention. I do not think that is you as I already stated. I always believe the person as one can never know what is in someone's thoughts. My email is broadco@yahoo.com Email me anytime. Of course, you also will always find support here. There are soooo many loving fans that care about you and have had some dark, bleak situations come up in my and their lives. Also, your photo is just beautiful. Big cyberspace hugs, Sarah {+_+}

☁Serenity@serenitylynnsmo 13y

Don't give up. Honestly. I know there is good in you and you are absolutely beautiful!

Edward@addedward 13y

You are not a failure. That silly bitches don't know how are you beautiful, they aren't worthy of you. You aren't alone, we are with you. I don't talk about people who want to talk with Gaga, no I talk about real monsters that are ready to help everybody if he is on trouble. You can always to talk to me if you want/ Don't cry, be brave

Sarah Carolann McCleskey@sarahmccleskey1 13y

Blayme, I care about your thoughts and feelings. My heart bleeds with such sorrow that you feel this way. Is there no one anywhere that you could turn to do a face-to-face talk? I am a mental healthcare specialist whose research is in suicide. This is a very serious subject. You obviously seem very depressed. Do you have any subject at school that you really like? Is there a counselor or school nurse there? I feel so helpless as I really cannot be with you and talk privately with you. Suicide may seem the only alternative to you, but please don't do this. We loose too many of our youth, our future to this act of disparation. Please know that I and a lot of fans on this site care for you although have

Blayme@insanehooker 13y

to everyone who reads this, there are a lot of wonderful replies and im so sorry i can't reply to all of them, there are too many. So I just want to say thank you so much for taking the time to comment and write such meaningful things. You have no idea how much it means to me and you have definitely helped. I had no idea :) <3 I love you guys so much. We are a family and nothing will ever change that! (''') paws up forever :)

NATALIE@givemefreedom 13y

There are heaps of wonderful replies but I'm gonna do another 'cause you're one of us :) There are bound to be struggles in life, that's inevitable but when you hit rock bottom, there's no way but up. Marry the night! You're a gorgeous little monster and we love you to the moon and back, these wonderful, supportive responses have more than proved that! I'm here if you need to talk (though the time difference might stall replys) nevertheless, I'm here and I care. Paws up, Monster <3

Alex@alexbonilha 13y

"Dont give up 'cause you have friends, dont give up you're not beaten yet, Dont give up I know you can make it good"

Mary@dance4life001 13y

little monster i have had similar experiences and it's okay. theres nothing to be ashamed about. if you ever feel alone message me or any other little monster. this is your hope and trust me, once you realize that on here you can be yourself, you can start putting that in your everyday life. just hold on and do not give up. all of us monsters are in it together. if you ever feel like you don't have a friend, i am here for you and so is every user on here. message me if you need to talk<3