The past year, terrible things happened to me. Sometimes I even didn't see what my life was worht living for. I felt dirty. Men used me, and did the most horrible things to me. And then when I thought I had found the love of my life after all this shit, he betrayed me with another girl two time. And when I gave him another chance, he finally left me for her... I was broken inside. I hated myself, not him. I thought I was the problem. But then Gaga's words went through my mind: "Just love yourself and you're set." and more of this. Because of her, I slowly became a more better person. I have more respect now for myself, and I am really thanksful. Gaga, you are my hero, my inspiration. You are my everything. I love you mommy, and I hope I will meet you someday, to thank you personally. I'll do my best to get your attention on the BTW Ball september 18th at Amsterdam !