Today I was at school and I had to see the vice-principal about something and I have to admit I wasn't feeling very well when I came out of his office... I was on a bench outside and I'm so touchy that I started to cry haha and then after a few minutes I saw a person coming towards me so in my head I thought to myself "great the person is coming to check on me! "as if I wasn't already at my wit's end I took off my headphones to hear her and she asked me if I knew where the teachers' office was... I stuttered because I wasn't expecting that sentence and then I answered her and she left without saying anything else. This is the second time this has happened to me and personally I felt even worse that the person didn't care if I was okay when she saw me crying. I don't want to be the kind of person who wants attention but I'm not like that at all, it's just that you feel useless when it happens, you think you're worthless and that's not the best feeling to have when you already put yourself down. The first time this thing happened to me was when I was sitting on the floor in the hallway at school and two boys came up and I thought they didn't want me to be alone but they just started talking to me like I was stupid and saying anything... I don't want to bore you with this, I'm fine but it's to say that every little thing that happens can have a big impact on the person involved. I can't wait for the 24th of July for the Chromatica ball because I'll be fine and it'll be a safe place for me like here where I can post this message, I love you all and I'd love to meet some little monsters there! 💜