Am I the only one that sees these images of gay people and think that they don't match them. i am not skinny, and I feel like there is a standard i cannot reach. I know I shouldn't feel this way. I experience now what women go through with models that are all too skinny. I won't lie, I do feel there is no other way but to get skinnier. I've thought about not eating, but I pull back those thoughts and eat. It's truly depressing.