You know that day when you don't fit in even with your best friend by your side? This is happening to me today. I don't know, I just wanna cry. All these days i'm feeling that I just can't be myself, that everybody look at me with judgment " you're not beautiful, stop trying be yourself, nobody wants know who you are, shut up" I just wanna hug someone that I can trust that really loves me, but i have nobody. I have Gaga, but she's so far from me:/// But I have a place that I can be what I want to be, that I can meet with Gaga and tell her ALL of my insecurities and hug her, this place exists when i'm going to sleep. The world of dreams, MY world. sorry about my english, i'm Brazilian :) #monsterlove