I'm sorry to put this up here, but I need some support I suppose...it's just been difficult for me lately, and I thought this might be a supportive place to do so. Long story short, I lost a community really important to me about 8 months ago, one that could help me with my gender identity problems, I hardly have any friends, my partner hangs out with the only people that I consider my friends yet they don't reach out to me, and, I feel offended because of where I was placed to perform on Friday for them...I thought the person knew me and that because I was more part of this group than the others and was takin time off work would schedule me later...its so I can try to expand my singing career as well. Sorry for venting...maybe somebody will listen and understand.