She just wants to sleep. The final act of life will be my own hands to do, I’ll be a Princess and die with you. I wish I would go in my rich boyfriends limo. Right after he proposed with a 60 carot stone wrapped in rose gold. Wish that I was strong wish that I was wrong. I wish I could cope, but I took pills and left a note I’ll do it in the swimming pool so everyone sees. Or maybe I’ll just shit off of these fancy shoes. Leave the coffin when I go, and leave a pros and lipstick so everybody knows