All right, I already told it was my last post on here, but I have to tell you that I f*cked everything. I went to rehab in August 2014 and I manage to lost my battle with my alcohol addiction... I was so upset that I deleted my Facebook, Twitter and social media. I had hospitals trials and test and I was diagnosed with liver disease. I was admitted at the hospital on September 15th and I have now a stage 3A liver cancer... That means there is more than one tumour, and at least 1 of them is larger than 5cm. They can do a surgery if necessary, I still have to go to the hospital for further test and see if the surgery is applicable. The 5 year survival rate is in the range of 60 to 70% :( I'm very depressed and I don't go to school anymore, since there is no aim about this at the moment. I'm also very sorry for my bad english by the way! I'm so sorry for my friends here which I used to talk on Facebook, it's not because I don't like you or something but when I was told I had a liver cancer, I feel doomed ! I'm also very happy for you @laurakorf #laurakorf that you meet Lady Gaga, I told you you will meet her one day! I'm sure you had a blast that day #pawsup Unfortunately, I was not able to go to the Lady Gaga concert, and to this day I'm still very very very saddened :( I love you Gaga #help #support #addiction #dope #life #talk #bornthisway #artrave #pawsup @kayne382 @annibornthisway @lovegaga1 @rockylev @babymonster2210 @brendau @gagasgypsyprincess @ericolivart @tryme @luistagle @pico76 @xaudrymeganbartlingx @sterni1794 @neddy @littlemonsterdestroy75 @barbaraolfers @gagasdemon @behindmyaura @domixwodix2 @artpoperic @gagasperfektluv @liam123 @gaga.com @kingbee @littlesunnyday @gagafanmonsterx @olioliro @gagalover87 @littlemonster4life14 @ladygagaartrave @gagaforgaga7247 @littlemonsterlife12 @vanityhooker @babygiirl @andersoneill @twinkletweetxx @gagalover01 @sharidanmorphine @adamreconne @tantesui @aphroditexylem@kikivg @bornthiswayfamemonst @robodude212 @jelenagypsy @ladygagarobert @pokerazzimonster @himesanchez @candy123 @kata.3001 @ifollowmonsters @caddy @mk171103 @angelica0399 @clarkisawesome @toaster33 @vespa @artpop819 @xashgagax @francescomonster @jtc @murci @anaisroblesmiras @koonsgaga @leonardogaga @thebrandon @monsterkindness @mattymarchese @paulymonster @lessejongerbeam @sean30000123 @my.sweetdog @sita @shayshayyreneee @konstart @louisa934 @kata.3001 @herrgaga @bloodynicky @oceanvue @rgfe @valari4 @kizzy4464 @rojinsahindal @dyllannicholas123 @monsteranya98 @dasha.dasha @dyllannicholas123 @nrh @candy123 @gdraaaaann @anaisroblesmiras @olioliro @chruchprayer @maus05 @littlem80454600 @inspiredartist @judaslover5963 @gagaset