gaga1992’s post

Welcome home, Little Monsters.

RYAN @gaga1992

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF.

I just don't know anymore. There must be something really wrong with me to the point where nobody wants to hang out with me and I feel so lonely. Yeah, I have goals in life, but I feel those goals are too hard to achieve. I see too many people and monsters around the world in a relationship, being successful in school and all I do is sit up in my room and watch it happen on here and Facebook. Nobody will talk to me about this because nobody wants to hear my shit.... Also, here is a more summary or list of why I hate myself... - im too skinny - im failing school - nobody likes me it seems (cause they act like they do not want to hang out with me) - im not accepted for being gay - i hate being gay because i am not accepted. Oh, here is a picture of me if you want.... go ahead judge me all you want. This picture is an old picture and the only one i really found.

TAREQ GAGA@gagafan142000 11y

If nobody likes you or wants to hang out with you , i wish i was there to give you the love you need , and it's ok to be gay , why should these motherfuckers hate you for being and accepting who you are ... JUST SHIT ON THEM AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE AND DON;T LISTEN TO CRITICS CUZ EVERYONE IN THEIR FUCKING RETARDED SOCIETY HAS SOME SHIT TO SAY ABOUT EVERYONE WHILE HERE ON LITTLEMONSTERS WE DON'T JUDGE ANYTHING CUZ WE ARE WAY MORE OPEN MINDED THAN THE FUCKERS OUT THERE , THANK YOU

TAREQ GAGA@gagafan142000 11y

If you need me for anything , i will ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU

TAREQ GAGA@gagafan142000 11y

I don't know why you have to throw all this indecency at yourself while you are beautiful and great ... OMG why do you hate yourself , there's no fucking reason to be hateful to yourself , please take this message into consideration even if u had to read it over and over and i repeat , you are a very great person from all angles and I feel crap after this message , please consider things in a better way not this way

davespride44@davepride44 11y

Ryan stay strong, love yourself and Paws up!!!!!!

Le Javito@javitokiller 11y

You have a beautiful smile, stop hating yourself, You have to love yourself as much as we love you <3

borjaspain20@borjaspain20 11y

Please don't say this... You're cute. If you are too skinny, I'm too fat... what is the problem??? Please be strongh, be brave. Here I'm if you want. XOXO

Justin Del Rose@hausofdelrose 11y

I know exactly how you fell. Sometimes it gets too much & you think it won't get better. I often feel like this. A world where gays would be accepted would be AMAZING, but it's a long way up to there. But hny I said to myself, I don't want to look back on my life when I'm old and say I never lived MY life. I struggle so hard, everyday, but I we have to stay strong. One day you can move on and live in another country or something. When we stick together we can achieve so much. Never give up hny, thrre r ppl like you out there. I know it hurts so damn, but don'rlt give up. We love you. Ignore the haters and live your life. xoxo dodo <3

carlo ziegler@mykoala1234 11y

No goal is too hard if you really want to get there and you don't need to NSFW this you look great you will find someone and they will be very lucky and some of the greatest people failed school and lucky that on LM everyone is accepted ;) I'm skinny too but I don't mind just love your self :) [[lm.pawsup]] [[lm.heart]] [[lm.monsterball]] stay strong fellow monster [[lm.vengence]]

Sickchris96@sickchris96 11y

You'll always have a friend in me :) never give up kid. Be strong. Be brave. And overall just go out their and explore new things and meet people who will accept you for who you are. Never hate who you are as a person

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH@candywarholkills 11y

I feel exactly the same! :(

Aviya@aviyamonster 11y

I wanna be your boyfriend. you seem so kind and nice, those rough time and feeling pass and we all love you here. by the way you just my taste ;p so dont feel ugly

Lady Bug@ladybug1 11y

you look great but most importantly you need to learn to be your own best friend true happiness is within you / all of us already we need to just find it. Its not about what you look like or how popular you are its about self acceptance. I know how you feel, I felt that way growing up & I still feel that way sometimes but I know who I am now & accept myself for it. You have to take the good with the bad.......its called life. If you ever need to talk message me.

#LittleMonster@ddonatella 11y

dont hate yourself babe <3

xxdilaraxx@xxdilaraxx 11y

you should be proud of to be gay. you should love youself

Nicolò@metalgaga 11y

ohhh don't be sad ^_^ you seems a nice fucking person [[lm.callme]]

David Donovan@solemnremedy 11y

I <3 U You are very Beautiful xoxoxo :) sometimes we are our own worst critics i know sometimes i feel that way too.

Oh-My-Fresca-Gaga@omfg 11y

Thumbs down only to negative self image! The image I see to the left is anything BUT negative! Hang in there buddy! Your path will never be nearly as tragic as you feel at this moment.

Oh-My-Fresca-Gaga@omfg 11y

Dear Ryan, Perhaps its just not your time yet. Perhaps you're not the only one that's too skinny, faltering in scholastics, and is home on a Friday / Saturday nights literally counting the Monsters in their closet! I assure you, how you're feeling about yourself at this time is not unlike the majority of your class or school. Don't hate yourself, LOVE yourself. At the end of the day, you have to be able to give yourself HUGS. Albeit nice from another also, life will not guarantee not being single. I also must tell you that everything's gonna be ok! Promise!

Lisa Ferlaino@littlelisa29 11y

Ryan, sometimes when you are wrapped up in a dark moment in your life, it seems like you can't find your way out. That's not true. Listen to what we are saying because we mean it: you are strong and a wonderful person. Try not to think of everything you want to change in your life. Do one thing at a time. But please know that the one thing you don't need to change is yourself. Being gay is part of who you are. An important one, but it's not the only thing that defines you. Once you start to see that, you will have an easier time. Trust me, it will get better. Been there, done that. In the meantime, don't hesitate to message if you need to talk. xx

Oh-My-Fresca-Gaga@omfg 11y

Dear Ryan,