Ik it was 8 years ago but I know what it feels like but I guess mine is worse my mom died when I was 7 and dad died when I was 8 now I live with my Mimi who takes really good care of me and my papa went and moved on without us and it felt like I was losing everyone I loved the most and I would hate to lose you cuz lady gaga you are my life now we’ll you kind of act like my mom except me and her played the Ouija board and it worked now it feels like my memeres house is haunted and I don’t feel safe there at night but other places are fine @ladygaga xoxo love you so much sorry I know it’s still hard even tho it was a long time ago